i think blogging is such a show. i mean if people has links to your blog site, it cant be entirely confidential, and since it can't be entirely confidential confidential, it cant reflect true feelings, and since it cant reflect true feelings, you must be politically correct in your entries and cant write what you really feel. i mean if i write what i don't like about this guy, and he happens to chance upon my blog, what was not a problem may result into a conflict as a result of that particular entry. nonetheless, i think blogging gives friends a great insight into your life, though not what you feel, but what you go through everyday, or rather, what you choose to let people know what you go through everyday.
the emptiness is back. the void in my heart that i myself cant explain adequately. i think the beginning was the scar of being heart-broken a year back. after i see people all around me so happily in love, that indescribable horrid feeling just comes rushing into my head. then close friends around me started drifting due to the past year in camp. suddenly there's left the only lonely me. that very same void.
fuck it. im gonna rock ms down tml night.
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