well i was on the phone with her earlier.. haven talked to her in a long while... she sounded great but well she's attached.. patched with her ex.. well they've been going at it for say 3 yrs already? And in the middle i just got involved and got heart-broken. Everytime i talk to her she sounds so happie.. i think the problem's me.. maybe her boifren is much more caring and understanding than me.. maybe the bf's more good looking.. maybe he's more thoughtful.. the more maybeS i come up with, the more loser i feel.. i've gone through a bad patch myself trying to forget her but apparently with no success.. and in between, i just cant get myself to like someone else anymore...cause everytime i talk to her all the memories just keep coming back.. there has to be a stop somewhere.. and maybe the time is now.. after 1 year of nonsensical suffering...
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