Tired!

Anyway, things aren't going very well at home. Basically quarelled with everyone except my dad. This saturday's jolly's wedding engagement ceremony and I can't really be sure if i'm going. Well my mum would probably show me the black face, as for my brother, he'll probably be going with his girlfriend and both will porbably just show attitude, so we'll see. Shall not talk about such depressing stuff here. Depressing week, Depressing day. Luckily, there's an outlet for me in camp with wonderful friends.

Anyway, think I'll go for some upgrading course soon. Realise my english is kinda horrible as in comparison to my squad mates. But definitely not english la, mine's too horrible already. Computing? Bible Studies? One thing's for sure i'll be going for RCIA after i pass out from here to learn more about my religion and also to try to help my dying faith. After all, after i pass out from here, its office hour staff work. I think of it as kopi boy or maybe OC Fish Tank, but hopefully i can learn something insightful or rather, be useful. Just looking forward to my attachment at division, hopefully alpha div, where its apparently so happening. A squad mate of mine actually ambushed a prostitute.

The week now in PA seems so long. There's no more wed walk-outs, and time seem to stand really still. If i were still in the army, I'll be crying out loud. There'll be no chance to type my blog like this, no chance to play soccer, no chance to play unreal tournament in the mess, no chance to watch tv or vcds. Oh and i think i've read at least 20 books in here already, mostly novels actually, and hope its goes into improving my deproving english. Think i'm rather lucky to be a NSPI. Pay's quite high too and very relax in here. But recently, my Fitness Instructor has gone crazy, doing PT every morning. Think its going to kill us soon. But, better than depressing home.